11.22.08 "So There"

I should be more afraid than this.

I should feel something more

than this.

My life seems to be going somewhere--- nowhere.

I'm glad to be seeing something new.

This city of history grabs at me.

It brings me to flight just sitting here.

(cold park bench)

This city of people (So many people!)

brings me to life, like never before.

I should feel disappointed, in a way

it's all been unexpected.

I should feel more uncertain- the path sure is unclear.

I guess what I am saying is that really

I should FEEL.

(cold park bench)

I'm numb.

So there.